Now I Can Talk About That One

Ok its official now so i can talk about it. Those of you who know me know that i just moved back to NY. While amidst a crazy menal lapse, i found myself in Kansas City, Missouri. What the hell is out there you ask? My mother who i had not seen in 14 years thats what. To make a very long story very short, she hopped out of my life when i was a wee youngin and i ramdomly found her through that great thing we call myspace a few months ago. After thinkin that i got to know her, i flew out to try to let her get to know me and I, as well, get to know her. All my life i thought she was crazy cause she was never there but she seemed really nice the one time she came out to visit and when we spoke on the phone before i decided to move out. Well boy was i wrong. That bitch is craaaaaaaaaaaaaazy. No exageration with all those a's either. Bonkers. I thought maybe i was doin something wrong and when talkin to my friend from back home he gave some advice on what he thought about the situation, being that it was new for both me and my mother. So i tried givin her the benefit of the doubt about being a nut job. Well that didnt last too long. I couldnt take it i tried really hard while i was out there to better myself and get to know my mom but no. Im gonna go ahead with my childhood additude about her and still think that shes a terrible mother and a nut job. And what being done i hopped on a bus in the middle of the night (which is a story in iteself) to make back in time for CORTACA baby. If you dont know what that is you should def experience it cause its a lot of fun. Im sure there are things like that all over the place. An all weekend drink fest which i have participated in for the previous 5 years but this time was prob my favorite just because I was able to see my friends again which was awesome. I have just realized that this post is very boring and i dont know why i typed it all out. Fuck it, its all good. Christopherj