I won't lie. It has been almost 9 months since I've even been on this site let alone update my blog, and for that i apologize. The past 9 months have been pretty chaotic. I'd like to believe that I have changed and grown a lot as a person over that time. No I don't have an adult job like some of my peers but I sure as hell am working on it. For starters I would like to believe I have learned the true meaning of a friend. Let me tell you they are few and far between but what I'm not going to tell you is who they are and what they do to make you realize they are a true friend. It wouldn't be any fun if you didn't go through all the drama and hoopla yourself. One thing though is that they are not who you have always thought to be a good friend. Another thing I would like to think I've learned is the true meaning of love. Yes I have loved someone before and because it was my first love I can say that(i think, i hope). Unfortuantly, it was not until I was no longer with this girl that I realized that. I'm actually pretty happy we are not together but thats neither here nor there. What else have I learned on this 9 month journey I call my life? Oh shit I can't even start talking about that one. Well actually I can but not till tomorrows post because I'm very tired.
Christopherj
